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Joseph Isiah, 19
Atheist, Blogger, Gamer.
THIS IS MY PERSONAL BLOG
Nothing is mine unless it has tags of PERSONAL or MYSELF.

I do have depressing posts , BUT, I don't promote/condone self-harm. Don't follow what I do. I'm here to talk if anything is triggering to you <3

Shit is about to hit the fan. I can’t have another anxiety attack.
 

What has honestly happen to my life?
Things used to be great. Now, I just
have no motivation to do anything but drink
until I forget everything.

I don’t know what to do…
 

You’ve Made Me Emotionally Fucked.

Things would be SO much better if i stopped giving a fuck.
Nothing is going right. I can’t fix it.
Sorry. 

Can’t even describe how bad Im hurting right now.
I fucking hate this.

I hate relapse so much.

Im so hangover. Feeling like death.

My greatest friend just told me the worst thing.
I still love him but can’t trust him at all..
I tried on his shoulder. Told him everything. He said he’ll fix things.
I really hope he does.
I just don’t think it’ll work.
It better. He has a lot to say to fix this.
Ill help him if he helps me.

Tonight i was talking to one of my friends who i consider i brother.

We were talking and my past relationship came up.
Not something i wanted to talk about.

Found out i was cheated on.
She fucked someone i know during our 14 months. He won’t tell me who and i honestly don’t want to know who because i might murder them.

I knew something was up.
Yeah i moved on but if i knew who it was id seriously kill them.
Never fuck with me or my relationship. That’s one way to get smashed.

Im over that part of my life and wish it never happened.
I hurt badly. Hurt myself beyond imagination. Over someone who cheated on me.
You’re nothing but a slut.
Other guys should watch out if they date you.
Im sorry to say that but it’s how i feel. I thought you were different but you really weren’t.
I can’t believe i trusted you so much.
Im happy with my life now.
Nothing can change it.

I honestly hate relationships.

I can’t give into self-harm.